Monday, October 06, 2008

Death or not....

sUnday, nothing to do...ok...vacuum the whole room then sleep...wake up continued to clean my room till 2.30pm.

Tired but don't really feel like staying home.. Made up my mind... Go the curve.. for what?? No sure yet, but why ask..

~Preparing~Bathing~..........ready....GO!!!

first thing in the Curve.. buy movie ticket...what movie...ermm... Acutracy of Death..WHy??!! Cause star by Takeshi Kaneshiro!!!!

Fine..got the 5.25 pm ticket...looking my watching...thanks God!!! Now only 3.30 pm...

Wondering...wondering...

Went MPH...finally got "The appeal" by Grisham...next stop???

Starbucks...As usual...

reading....

smoking...

coffee~ing....

smoking again...

then movie time!!!!! =)

THe movie generally made me think lot again..(wonder other fall asleep or not along the movie). It talks about a shinigami (god of death) decided whether to take one's life or not... They seen like a god but they don't consider them as one.. I feel i was like one of them...a shinigami... not mention bout the matter of life or death...but the loneliness..things around seen so dead..indeed it's but what can i do...lot of frens keep distance from me...think that i am not so reliable...everybody keep secret...then start to lie...then more lie...in the end i am on my own again... Can't kill myself...can't kill the loneliness deep inside my heart and can't breath...but i still alive...like a shinigami never die but neither seen to be alive...that's me...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

wat a life...

Jian said...

this is so called... NO LIFE loh...