Date....

can u imagine after so long i finally pick a date!!! wuahahaahah....unbelievable eventhough is not an official date or a lovely couple going out date...but i cant believe, still, i actually when out with a totally new gal to me for movie and meals....honestly she is so sweet i donno whethere she is really the type i looking for but i m sure she is very atrractive, not to me only but i think generally she is attrative to all=) She told me that she is kinda quiet type but in the end of the day i found tat we got look of things to talk and we even talk more than when i was dating with HER last time..haha..i like communicate and we are communicating. I am not sure m her type or she is my type but wat i do sure is i like to communicate and she is will like to communicate...that's a good beginning, i mean to be friends...is still too early to after her or say i m fall in love with this gal but all i feel is peace and relax now...i never felt so for 8 months... and this time for me to relax and not to worry bout things that doesn't belong to me at all....POSITIVE...and i am fine now....watever i may happen in future, all i wan to say here is thank you all the friends for being so supportive...thx

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having migraine for bout a week already...but don really wish to see a doctor since the only drug they will give me is panadol...so wat for i go for them=) recently find tat before go bed have a few sips of vodka make me sleep even better and i can go in deep sleep without any disturbance..towards the end of 2007 and is a sad year for me since i lost one thing that i wish i will never pick up it before....it hurts me so much and i take months to recover and finally i let go that thing that i souldn't even think about it now..Life now busy but happy and enjoy. Earning and oso spending....hehehe...i used to spend a lot since i was from secondary school and now i realised how stupid i am to throw all the money to nowhere...m growing much more than i was, i wish to save lot so i can make my dream come true..bit hard but i am trying. Apart from tat, finding soulmate is a very long journey and i have no rush in that jz wish i will be happy and don't even have to bother about girl anymore...and relax frensss...heheh...i mean i no need to worry after a gal then kena dump again, i am totally absolutely normal and i am not gay=)

Update of recently life

i still cant figure out why i keep update my latest status...i know this blog only less than 5 ppl of fren knw bout this and i will never want other to really knw what i am thinking=) anyway, life getting even more busier than i was, almost everyweek now i got to outstation to different part in malaysia and this week i was alone driving all the way to jb. I then melacca and later muar only i back to kl...took bout one week time in southern area. eventhough i am originated from johor but honestly speaking i don really like jb cz i cnt feel any sense of belonging and secure there... this working experience there was disaster where i encounted lot of stupid so called higher educated ppl yet then keep hinting me to treat them meal for those training they suppose to learn...and like i will do so...somemore i cant tolerate with ppl forgot watever they promise to me. the journey still ok but i really don like ppl there...sori for those whose stay in jb but consider as civilized jb ppl. i apologized for u all but i really don like those idiot i encounter these past few days...then next week i dunno where i will be ended up with and hopefully i cant jz stay office to finish up some of my things...

Apart from that i met with a gal which fren introduce to me...i find it very strange that i don have those spark where i used to have when i saw my ex but she look fine to me and i think is worth it to give it a try...never felt this way after my terrible breakup bout year ago...i feel good when the new gal was with me but i still dunno her much in fact i can say i knw nth bout her besides her name. anyway i wont take any action to after this gal but i will rather spend time to knw her more see she is my type or not=) wish me good luck then=P ha..