Confusing and Busy='(

Sorry for neglecting my blog so long and sori to jo that i couldn't update my blog on time. I had been struggling for 5weeks for my new semester ,thought, but i still can't adapt with this chages and lot of confusion now.Wonder what we did last time is the greatest in my life...And i REALLY disappoint with some of my so called "friends" nowadays ( i know what u are think now Joanne but it's not him) I can't really figure out what will happen next and i just wish that the god and those "friends" mercy enough to let go me. And i found that no one in world will hold u when you are falling down ( definitely not u shindi!!) they just make use of you when u got something that they don't have. So whatever happen to them i won't feel sad and they are own their own. But i really cherish my buddy and bless them always by the side of god....

Why is me=''''(

Being a nice student, quietly place my ass on the front seat and i was so innocent. Suddenly my new course representative with is also my friend went in front of the lecture hall and start the election of the new treasurer for the next 2 year. Due to my sixthsense, i knew that she will definately call my name so i just pretend busy and lower down my head and hope that she won't see me or though that i was not around.Then a long pause.........no one was giving piece of sound. Suddenly i heard of my name had been called out and someone start asking whether yong jian is in the hall or not.Dammit...i was called by my course rep!!! Then with no one to bother this post so I am the damn tresurer now='( Now I only realise that the feeling being sobotage by friend='(

For the same day,I was damn pissed off with myself that i used 3hours for chemistry experiment and turn up i can't even get a right reading in fact there is a lot of result that i should record!!! I can't blame much since i had the responsible. But what i done that day i am damn sure that no error occur and why will this happen to us all the time???? By end of the class, i found out that the most simple part which also the most important part had been prepared with the wrong ratio that not suppose be done! And this sample ruined my whole experiment !By now i realised that communication for a team is very important. I just hope that we can do better next time and be more alert. AND I miss those partner last time in diploma year!!!!