Saturday, July 21, 2007

Third department in 2months time=)

Sound like a bit weird in 2 months time keep changing department rite=) hahaha....relax is jz that i finish my training and heading for other task. Nth to do with my performance and besides that i quite happy with my progression jz that my manager always say i m the slowest...but i don agree with tat cz if compare with other 2 girls whose enter the company with me i already finish 2 of the department and go for advanced level but one of them still in her very first depart and the other gal still in hematology1...my manager keep on complaining my progress is so slow till i delay other progression...wtk...she keep on saying i enter urinology depart for 3 week is kinda of wasting other time...but hey Ms A i actually enter tat depart for one week plus 3 days only lah...which this include my 2 day MC...is you who delay the whole progress....the first week i suppose change to urine depart is U ....U are the one who ask me remain in hemato depart since not enough stuff...then now u blame me for such stupid delaying that is cause by U...don u ever see i had done i lab...i m the one who did most of the things...try to ask around and ask those gal knw wat they doing or not...see they knw how to make conclusion when they were given a medic report...i beg they only can tell the story less than 5 min which is "I DON'T KNOW"....but anyway is ok with me since everyone in tat lab knw i am picking up fast except tat TROuble maker Ms A...but who cares? I got my own plan...jz wait and see...oh ya...next monday i will start drawing blood from patient and my training will be done with 120 patients poke by me ....hahahaha....so far i only poke 3 pity malay guy...hahahaha...my 1st is Abang Khairi 3 times,then malay dispatch boy (1time), and a technician from Sysmex which need blood badly to run the machine so here i am=) hahahah...Poking once already kao tim=) but i knw next week will be totally different since is patient so they will act totally different...anyway m ready=) hopefully wont cause trouble lah....off now...B

Friday, July 06, 2007

recent life

actually i can catogorise myself as lifeless group now, i try to plan sometime to learn for my particular interest-shooting- but this stupid lab i m working now keep me working till 8 pm or even later only i can pack my thing back...and guess wat the pay i jz get is lesser than wat i expected although my pay already very low....shit tat stupid asshole...need me finish all the job by end of the day but stingy to give OT when my OT is 500 bucks this month then they change me working time...ask me enter 1030 instead of 830 so tat i will only get my OT after 7 30...wtf...then workload still the same....fuck...so since tat day whenever there a peak season then i will work after9pm....stupid rite...today i get my pay cheaque d...is fucking fucking less...and i m the 1st get the pay among new stuff..and my collegue can even believe that our pay is so low...even a slave is better than us....her face totally stunned when saw the amout on that cheaque...suppose scientist will get a better pay rite, we are so called PROFESIONAL group rite...why our pay is so little? u may wonder how little is it rite...believe me is extremely low but i wont tell..say an amout and it may less than that...but working life keep me busy keep me away from missing a gal...a gal i love so much...away from all the thing she did to me and the cut she left me....i start to learn how to protect myself from a gal...start learning how to get used to life after work,eat alone, movie alone, shopping alone....i learn hard and hope i can used to life alone...i will try to earn as much as i can, learn to forget her since she left me no hope in patching back again...i really feel pity with ending our relationship like this, cz i love her so much but wat can i do!! Just forget her and trust no gal...treat myself good will be enough!! love myself men...and one more thing!!! I am quiting from smoking now, stop drinking oso....i stop addicted to coffee and wine now...sober lot...