I am bAcK=)

haha...it's been long time i din actually login to my blog. Real busy recently and before that have a bad break up with gal so i was quite demotivated to put sth here...but I am back now...sober and positive now. I am with a company which support lot of surgical equipment in southeast asia. My job function will be giving lot of trianing to nurses and doctor regarding to the surgical thing and troubleshoot whenever encounter with some technical problem and i m quite happy with current company. The pay is quite ok and no target to hit is the most important thing=) but life nowadays quite lonely, everyday after work jz go home j. need someone to care bout me but too bad really hard for me to fall in love again...i am extremely scare of start up a new relationship! i cnt afford to lose again and cz i lost more than i can afford last time. I wish can fall in love, holding other hand and enjoy the morning walk in small park and get out togather for meal..but I scare=( so i only can see frens pak toh and i be the lightbulk all the time...anyway i need someone to talk to...anyone free then jz give me a sms or call lah=)