hate me??!!shit u!!

we are under the same supervisor rite...he is mr. chia...ya is fact...but don give us the fucking face because our supervisor is him..and the fact is we are doing our project by our own not mr chia help us do all...so don give me the fucking face that u hate me because u copy and paste ur final year project.. i will help those who need to re do if they ask me to do so willingly provided they are polite enough cz i treat u as fren...but those bastard start with "u are safe since ur supervisor is mr chia" then fuck off....fuck off to ur fucking place..i don't give a fuck u fucking copycat din really realise ur fucking mistake and start fucking blaming other for doing their project by their own!!!!!! fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we start our final project and seminar since 11 months ago, so don complain if we are safe....before blame anyone look at ur own mistake....i did nth wrong!!!!Mr. Chia knw alot for those experiments and we aknowlegde him but now he is not gethering invovled, so pls don pull him in and also us....

Coffee History

The history of coffee can be traced at least as early as the 9th century, in the highlands of Ethiopia. From there it spread to Egypt and Yemen, and by the fifteenth century had reached Persia, Egypt, Turkey, and northern Africa.

Coffee was at first not well received. In 1511, it was forbidden for its stimulating effect by conservative, orthodox imams at a theological court in Mecca. However, the popularity of the drink - particularly among the greek population and the intellectuals - led these bans to be overturned in 1524 by an order of the Ottoman Turkish Sultan Selim I. In Cairo, Egypt, a similar ban was instituted in 1532, and the coffeehouses and warehouses containing coffee beans were sacked.

From the Muslim world, coffee spread to Europe, where it became popular during the seventeenth century. The Dutch were the first to start the large scale importation of coffee into Europe. In 1538, Léonard Rauwolf, a German physician, having returned from a ten-year trip to the Near East, gave this description of coffee:

“A beverage as black as ink, useful against numerous illnesses, particularly those of the stomach. Its consumers take it in the morning, quite frankly, in a porcelain cup that is passed around and from which each one drinks a cupful. It is composed of water and the fruit from a bush called bunnu.”

When coffee reached the American colonies, it was initially not as successful as it had been in Europe, as colonists found it a poor substitute for alcohol. However, during the Revolutionary War, the demand for coffee increased to such an extent that dealers had to hoard their scarce supplies of it and raise prices dramatically; part of this is due to the reduced availability of tea from British merchants. Americans' taste for coffee grew during the early nineteenth century, following the War of 1812, which had temporarily cut off access to tea imports, and high demand during the American Civil War as well as many advancements in brewing technology cemented the position of coffee as an everyday commodity in America.

Source from Wikipedia

New Year countdown

It was not as fun as i thought..at first there was extremely crowded and lot of stupid idiot parents bring there baby and jump here and there. I saw one of the moron father put his baby on his shoulder then jump in the crowd and start spray here and there...totally ignore his baby safety and pressed that small kids so hard just to enjoy spray... What kinda of father he is!! Then i saw police start to clean up the snow spray before the countdown officially start which i rather glad to see so. But end up still "snowing" afterward which police cant even take any action since those idiot were extremely huge in amount. 4 spray priced RM10 which at least one person will spend RM20 and there were so many idiot and imagine if those money turn into donation to victim in Johor and Melacca should it much more meaning full! Then that stupid sprayed made me cough like shit and till now m still coughing..I swear i will never go new year countdown in sg. wang there to see how evil grow and how people start learning waste their time the moment 2007 come..

End of 2006

it's end od 2006 which me i going to work soon! even though i am planning with my master degree but i do not have a solid proposal yet for that.. I hate walking around in college nowadays since everybody start talking about what type of job they prefer and the pay and blah blah blah...life doesn't have to be like that...i don't agree with some of the people keep on talking about we shouldn't study anymore since it make your life shorter and more suffer....get away from me!!! i wish i manage to continue with my post study. I don't really prepare for a sale job for chemical or so... Besides that i found that recently i was being aggresive towards things around me... i really felt miserable at this stage and hopefully i take a short vocation....run away from kl for a short while will help a lot....so if u guys got any plan pls inform me!!!

Sorry

Recently i found out tat i was removed from my ex friendster list....kinda can understand how she feel towards me....i admit i am a shit and i let her down broke her heart. I hardly could understand how much she suffered the moment we are together. I kinda dropped her a word that i don't really want to in a relationship and then give up such a good girl that i still believe that she is!!! I am such a damn stupid moron that let her ever passed me by and without hold her back..I don't understand why i can did this to such a good girl!!!! i broke her heart and the moment she needed me and i really such a scum that turn my head away that time!!!! What's wrong with me????? i knew she loved me most that time and she can even give up her dream and everything just for me but i don even know how appreciate such a good girl....what the heck was i doing.....after broke up we still contact once awhile but getting lesser and lesser...till i forget her....and now i fight with my present girl friend and one friend make a comparison....now i can barely understand how she felt last time and she did really love me and i really such a dumb tat less her down!!!! then compare again my ex really treat me like god....she willing to did everything for me without even i asked.....but the present i got to do everything to her even she din ask.....i kinda tired of this.....i was wrong and i am extremely wrong now oso.....a relationship comes in two ways but seen like i din appreciate last time and i don have to chance to appreciate now. Is very important that u love someone and oso is very important that someone fall in the way u do. I missed the chance and i got to pay back...I wish my ex will find a better one...far much more better than me. I let her down and i wish i can make sth to pay back, but i really don know how to face her again....sorry sing ni...i let such a nice girl passed by my life like that and i really sorry hurt u so much...

sOrRy

Sorry dear that i made u felt uneasy just now and i didn't mean to hurt u with those words..I told u all this is because i hope to solve the problem not tat i wan a fight for no reason...I just don't hope that we are not happy because of trying to solve this. You know i care a lot about you..Please tell me what u feel instead of i always tell u what i want then you do what i want. You just keep all the things youself and i would love to share with you!!! Just open your heart then u can see the difference! Things will get better than you can imagine!! Love you dear...

Getting Tired of each other?!

Back to few months ago my friends, couple A, seem to be quite lovely and i really envy them for keeping their relationship so well. I wonder will i be lucky enough to have such a relationship with the girl i like.. Undoubtable they made me motivated into a relationship..they both are nice to me to themselve and to others.. But recently i found out that girl start to ignore guy and all the friends around girl start to give a strange face when guy approach to be near. I observed girl's express....she is mad .....that's what i can tell. For me if a girl still mad with u then i think the guy still have chance to do something for this relationship.. but some source told me that guy hardly can get the girl back... What a waste such a lovely couple need to end up like this. For me, i hate this happen.... at least not me not friends not any couple that should end up like this...i wish they can compromise to each other or at least still friend. They are nice folks! I like them and i wish they can get through this as soon as possible! Personally I wish this will never never never happen between me and my lovely gf=) I already didn't see her for 2days... Miss her so much!!!!

Jay's new song super nice!!!! especially 听妈妈的话 !!!

Happiness

although i am extremely busy with my study now, but i can sense a greatful happiness surrounding and keep me going further!!! Sound crazy but is true. I am learning hard to be a caring person instead of being care。

In Love?!

Recently i fall in a relationship with a girl which i love her so much that i can spend myself just for her....But this morning when i woke up, i started wondering...Why i need a relationship? Why i willing to give up i had built up so long? Why i just can't help myself to stop thinking of her? Here she come...she give me an answers...cause i like her so much and i truely fall in love with her. She gave me "NO"ssss since 2 years ago and out of sudden,me and her are falling in love...Kinda strange for me initially. I prayed hard everyday since 2 years ago that she will be mercy enough to accept me but i was wrong...then come to the stage that i nearly give up, miracle appear and God told me 'chance is coming for u son'......mind suddenly blank........speechless........happy but in the same time i was afraid that this is just a dream...a dream that the God mercy enough for me after 2 years...then she told me i am not dreaming!!!then i scared......i scared i couldn't maintain this relationship and lot and lot.....i kinda lost!!! She control every single nerve in my body...sound unbelievable but it's true...and what i can say is that i just truely fall in love with her....

Unbelievable

Unbelievable -Craig David

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means

哭

再次又感到莫名的谜茫，生活又好像漂浮着在无名大海。开学至今好像生活充满无数的起伏，生活五味参差好不快活。但回想起又觉得所谓的忙也只是一些鸡皮蒜毛的小事而已。始终，我还是有着我内心不想让人看到的一面。谁说男人就因顶天立地有泪不轻流，男人也是人 也有着软弱一面。所以不哭不代表着真男人，反而让我觉得虚伪因为他们都隐藏了他们最真的一面!说了那么多还是想好好地上一场。。。

"When the truth is ugly, people try to keep it hidden, because they know if revealed, the damage it will do. So they conceal it within sturdy walls or they place it behind closed doors or they obscure it with clever disguises but truth, no matter how ugly, always emerges. And someone we care about always ends up getting hurt. And someone else will revel in their pain and that's the ugliest truth of all.

desperate housewives

Poor Junior

This morning i was asked to invigilate junior's mid term test and was the second time i did that. A guy was found reading note inside that hall though he passed up the answer script but as a rule he cant leave when 30 minutes remain...then i went up and told him not to read the material while his friends still having exam, and i think i was polite enough to him as a senior. But the fucker threw the notes on the table and other invigilator told me that he scolded me with 3 letter words..WTF....Then he was called out after exam by lecturer....the way my lecturer did was really amazed me that he did even speak a single word...where the fucker already tell the whole sence and yet still think that he did nothing wrong talking and flicking notes inside the exam hall while the exam still on!!!! and he cried to prove his "innocence" but in fact he already admit what he did after all....What a coward guy!!! Silly...silly...silly....

My oh my!!!

Can u believe this!!!! This was the sence of the final year seminar of my course and 3 out of 5 groups are involved in this. Yet it so happened that only a few student came for the presentation by their own friends. Inside that picture is the poor YenChing that presenting.....and 4 lecturers in front that stare at her=) hehehe the other two heads were from group 2. Besides that, i only saw less than 10 ppl came out of 72 for 3groups . What the hell!!! and for those who are regularly absence themselve, ACTION will be taken and u already made those lecturers gone mad!!!!! hahahaha....good luck for u all ya

Terrible feeling strike!!!!

I am feeling damn bad now and i wish i can take a long vocation!!! just shifted met with some unconsiderate housemates, spent a lot for the room deposit and lot of thing come into one shot!! I am extremely tired and i wish i can be home for a long time and i don really want to mess with ppl here and just pretend that i am the best and i know everything and being stupid. The new house is much more better than b4, mean its condition but the housemate really donno how to be a considerate person... izzit speaker must be fully turn and the bass must strike the whole block only they will feel happy and song that remix and remix till it cant catogorise in any type of the music. i already mess my account with lot of things and now i am a total negative person....i used to be broke in the previous home there but still can afford for a nice meal and still positive my account. now i own a debt and which need a long time to pay back provided everything goes well for the coming months but this is my assumption and i doubt whether i can make it or not. some more there is a virus appear in my pc!!! the thing come out will the file name called "baca bro!!!" and i really fuck out with that since i cant even open my antivirus program!!! and thanks to a girl that pass me her pendrive for assignment, i forgive her for the very delay summition of the assignment as we agreed b4 and 'thanks' her very much for sending me that stupid fucking virus to my pc and now all my final year assignment is inside that harddisc and bless me that i will be able to fix it by today....damn it.....

Shifted=)

Changes seem to be very uncomfortable for me and the moment i shift to another house i started thinking the nice things being stay with my ex-housemate. although we did have some arguement and fight but is ok with us. They are mature, passion and full of energy. While today is the fifth week i shifted to this new place, the only thing i can sense is that housemate here are children, crappy in the sense that the way the talk...is totally unacceptable!!! Dunno start from when i cant actually talk with kids!! The way they think is totally the other way from me and my roomate. a naive face that try her very hard to break the speak by turning the volume and bass to the full end and they feel that this is cool! WTC....our thinking is totally different and i dont really know how long i can stand their childishness.... and their english sound very crappy and yet they are trying to mimic 'ang mo' that cant really talk in mandarine and always add 'yo', 'cool' and 'men' before they start a sentance!!!! and the most uneasy thing for me is that, they say they donno how to address me like the way my friends did as in "yong jian"!!!!! can u believe it!!!!! chinese school educated and yet try to pretend english as their mother tongue!!! hey, my name is yong jian and don called me something else that i really cant stand for!!! okok...u may say i am way to over reacted but give me a break ok!! i struggle hard for this whole week and i still lot of things to finish... and izzit final year must be 'awarded' so many assignment and project?

Sorry...again.... i wish i can finish all the assignment soon so that i can start my revision, 7th week coming soon so i couldn't stand continuously like this under so much of crappy pressure and stupid assignment as in i called the "ASS".

Extremely busy!!!

i am looking for room now with my fren and plan to move out from the place i stay now!!!i cant live there anymore since i feel like taking granded by my housemate.and i still doing my project, all the things seem like very unreasonable for me this few weeks. luckily i still get my result for that project=) but i still have seminar need to summit and the due date is next week.i cant fool around anymore but i cant just neglect my blog just like this, i already didn't post any entry for months and i don wan to be deleted by kah=) and i still have my assignment for the study....shit wat the crap am i doing now!!!!????

Huh...tour to Melacca?!

it's kinda wierd that i visit here without any planning as i was before. When i woke up yesterday morning, a movie came to my mind and a moviemate was needed ,at least for me. Then time to call up someone who is free, and list go like this

1. V Hann -not free.. on the way to kl
2. Seng Leong - not free... since exam is coming soon
3. Yong Keng-in Melacca since exam coming either.......

then fine!!make up my mind...go alone but suddenly Yong Keng told me that Chang went hospital 2 days before. What happened? something like swelling in some parts of his body...then rushing melacca came to mind and there will be great as in a sweet roomate try to be nice=) Fine dressed up immediately and told mom not going to have lunch home today. Bus come as alternative choose since i don have car that moment, hate to drive and don't actually know where the hell is melacca if driving alone=) then the one day trip started (thought it was) then got ticket and moving....

On the way, start calling for help and hoped desperately that someone will take me to that hospital. Unfortunately, no one did free by that time....hehehe...fine and advanture start=) finally i made my way there with an empty stomach and remember that i haven't took anything besides a little bit of carrot cake. Called Tiong for lunch by 30 minutes passed 3pm...then great meal in Sushi King and took me rm20 (quite satisfied with that) and then time to visit=) it was 5pm by then so most likely i couldn't make my way back johor.

Calling.......

Me : hello mom, i afraid that i couldn't get home by today since i reached melacca quite late...........blah blah blah.........

Mom: ok....but got any place for you to hang out the whole nite?

Me : sure (the only plan i got is just to stay in hospital....hehehehe). Probably my other friend have a king size for a nite (lying).

Mom: ok but don't hang out middle of nite.

Me: ok....and remember to keep some of the stuff u cooked for me( hehehe....a way to make my mom happy always).

Then besides visiting Chang, i also show my present to uncle opposite Chang's bed=) hehehe...gossip with stranger as usual....

time passed.....friends come and go.....

night time!!! sneak out for football match with Chang...is FA final....till 1am and fetch him back hospital then i come to seniors house for a bed=) Chang went with the needle still on his hand and 4 holes after surgery=) hahahaha.....what the crap am i doing here!

sigh...thing get stolen...BUT is not mine=)

Yesterday when i was about to finish my experiment in the lab in d204, chin seng ran to me told me that someone broke in my lecturer's room and took away all the cash and bag....hehehe...and guess what?! the thief broke in the room and open two locks without even break it and then after his excellent job he still managed to lock back all the things and get away easily!!! By the time i went back home then i saw some cops there!!! WTF!!! hehehe....my lecturer found back her bag and belonging which....hehehe.....the thief place it so nicely inside a toilet bowl few block away=) hehehe.....i wonder there must be some urine on that poor bag=P muakahahahaha......

erm....anyway i am sooooo sorry for my lecturer that i making fun of her unfortune=) hehehe...but i really admired the guy that broke in without a trace and then still able to lock all the drawer and door nicely before he left!!!! But damn him for being such stupid that did such job in tarc that people around here isn't rich enough to buy him a meal=)