Guess wat?! Officially i had been dumped...

Feel sad?!
Not really...

Feel happy?
Definitely not...

life goes on..i still have to find a job which can earn my life and continue to find wat the purpose of my life..i feel miserable even more than before...I try to be a real good boyfriend and i confuse whether i am really such a loser or not. It showed that i really don really knw how to handle a relationship and looks like i jz lose my faith on promising. Wat the hell is promise? say and forget it...yeah...sound like that...damn cool men...never ever know wat is the shit bout promise someone...end up they jz fooling around with ur trust...I am off a relationship and i m not gonna to suicide again..i am lost...