Sunday, July 23, 2006

"When the truth is ugly, people try to keep it hidden, because they know if revealed, the damage it will do. So they conceal it within sturdy walls or they place it behind closed doors or they obscure it with clever disguises but truth, no matter how ugly, always emerges. And someone we care about always ends up getting hurt. And someone else will revel in their pain and that's the ugliest truth of all.
desperate housewives

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Poor Junior

This morning i was asked to invigilate junior's mid term test and was the second time i did that. A guy was found reading note inside that hall though he passed up the answer script but as a rule he cant leave when 30 minutes remain...then i went up and told him not to read the material while his friends still having exam, and i think i was polite enough to him as a senior. But the fucker threw the notes on the table and other invigilator told me that he scolded me with 3 letter words..WTF....Then he was called out after exam by lecturer....the way my lecturer did was really amazed me that he did even speak a single word...where the fucker already tell the whole sence and yet still think that he did nothing wrong talking and flicking notes inside the exam hall while the exam still on!!!! and he cried to prove his "innocence" but in fact he already admit what he did after all....What a coward guy!!! Silly...silly...silly....

Friday, July 21, 2006

My oh my!!!

Can u believe this!!!! This was the sence of the final year seminar of my course and 3 out of 5 groups are involved in this. Yet it so happened that only a few student came for the presentation by their own friends. Inside that picture is the poor YenChing that presenting.....and 4 lecturers in front that stare at her=) hehehe the other two heads were from group 2. Besides that, i only saw less than 10 ppl came out of 72 for 3groups . What the hell!!! and for those who are regularly absence themselve, ACTION will be taken and u already made those lecturers gone mad!!!!! hahahaha....good luck for u all ya


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Terrible feeling strike!!!!

I am feeling damn bad now and i wish i can take a long vocation!!! just shifted met with some unconsiderate housemates, spent a lot for the room deposit and lot of thing come into one shot!! I am extremely tired and i wish i can be home for a long time and i don really want to mess with ppl here and just pretend that i am the best and i know everything and being stupid. The new house is much more better than b4, mean its condition but the housemate really donno how to be a considerate person... izzit speaker must be fully turn and the bass must strike the whole block only they will feel happy and song that remix and remix till it cant catogorise in any type of the music. i already mess my account with lot of things and now i am a total negative person....i used to be broke in the previous home there but still can afford for a nice meal and still positive my account. now i own a debt and which need a long time to pay back provided everything goes well for the coming months but this is my assumption and i doubt whether i can make it or not. some more there is a virus appear in my pc!!! the thing come out will the file name called "baca bro!!!" and i really fuck out with that since i cant even open my antivirus program!!! and thanks to a girl that pass me her pendrive for assignment, i forgive her for the very delay summition of the assignment as we agreed b4 and 'thanks' her very much for sending me that stupid fucking virus to my pc and now all my final year assignment is inside that harddisc and bless me that i will be able to fix it by today....damn it.....

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Shifted=)

Changes seem to be very uncomfortable for me and the moment i shift to another house i started thinking the nice things being stay with my ex-housemate. although we did have some arguement and fight but is ok with us. They are mature, passion and full of energy. While today is the fifth week i shifted to this new place, the only thing i can sense is that housemate here are children, crappy in the sense that the way the talk...is totally unacceptable!!! Dunno start from when i cant actually talk with kids!! The way they think is totally the other way from me and my roomate. a naive face that try her very hard to break the speak by turning the volume and bass to the full end and they feel that this is cool! WTC....our thinking is totally different and i dont really know how long i can stand their childishness.... and their english sound very crappy and yet they are trying to mimic 'ang mo' that cant really talk in mandarine and always add 'yo', 'cool' and 'men' before they start a sentance!!!! and the most uneasy thing for me is that, they say they donno how to address me like the way my friends did as in "yong jian"!!!!! can u believe it!!!!! chinese school educated and yet try to pretend english as their mother tongue!!! hey, my name is yong jian and don called me something else that i really cant stand for!!! okok...u may say i am way to over reacted but give me a break ok!! i struggle hard for this whole week and i still lot of things to finish... and izzit final year must be 'awarded' so many assignment and project?

Sorry...again.... i wish i can finish all the assignment soon so that i can start my revision, 7th week coming soon so i couldn't stand continuously like this under so much of crappy pressure and stupid assignment as in i called the "ASS".